` forever & always

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Can I say something that’s non-philosophical? I am such a camerawhore. Like I’ve always realized it, but you actually know that, it feels weird.

Maybe people would think I’m narcissistic always taking pictures and posting them on all the social media posts. But the good in people always say that everyone’s beautiful, so shouldn’t I take pictures to show my confidence in myself? That sounds so conceded, but I don’t mean it in that way. Just showing what I got right? Doesn’t mean I don’t have insecurities though. Either way, a good picture of me is worth sharing to everyone. :)

Kinda got philosophical didn’t it? Damn.

So yesterday was my birthday, officially legal in every country :) Was supposed to go out with family but mom worked so had dinner with friends instead. Of course, I just don’t post about my daily life story. Turning 21 just gives me more so a reason to think about life. Especially because of a recent event. Honestly, it’s so hard not to think about the future. Not about finding a job, saving enough money for a house, it’s more so about what I really dreamed of: finding a life partner. I really want to find someone, and I’m not afraid of saying it. Yes maybe I just turned 21, but I think I’m over the stage of just fantasizing about love. Love will take time, so I want the real thing right now. It might be scary at first, but I think I’m ready for it. I do feel that I might not be as ready as I say I am, but I’m ready to take the leap. It doesn’t help that I’m still self-conscious about myself, but then again who isn’t?

Other than that I can say I’m grateful for life. Loving family and amazing friends, what more can I ask for?

I think I’ll make the goal of trying to find someone by age 35. By then if I haven’t found someone, definitely trying for a baby somehow. I ain’t dying without having a child of my own. Haha. And one things for sure, I’ll be a crazy cat lady. The twist here though, would be that my house would be full of Hello Kitty stuff, instead of the real cat. So iono if that’s more crazy.

Living life to it’s fullest <3